Things I want to do ~ but.. can't yet.. OTZ

Things I want to do.. but I can't yet.. WHY?! Because sadly.. my laptop has met its last days. =[ ! I have had it for 7 years. Not bad! Usually laptops lasts for ... 4-5 years! haha XD !
It just sucks so bad T^T/! I want to draw sooooooooooooooooo bad! There are so many drawings I have had planned to draw over the summer. I REALLY REALLY hope I get a chance to get to them! haha. This summer is going to be extremely busy filled with so many events to go to and do!! AHH!! I am already overwhelmed with the things I have to do!! So much fun and work included! haha. XD ! Even if school is over, I am still stressed like crazy. T^T;; !!

Thats just me. I am a worry wart. haha ~~ Here is the list of things I have to do for the rest of June/July ish! I'll make a July list when that comes around XD haha


1. Work
2. Cousin's graduation
3. Get new laptop... hopefully.. OTZ !
4. DRAW DRAW DRAW 8D !! **
5. check grades... T^T;;; *prays*
6. Practice typodont
7. Clean room... (srsly.. its a disaster)
8. Watch Once Upon A Time (finish season 2! +A+9 )
9. Play a bunch of video games to my hearts content. DEFINITELY start Kingdom Hearts haha XD
10. Play with Deebo more
11. Hang out with friends !
12. Finish/start some anime! Like Attack on Titans. Almost done reading the chapters, need to start on the anime! +A+9 cant wait for the blood and gore! haha 

Sounds good! hahaa ~ I'll have July's list up too! July is going to be even more jammed packed! haha.

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OTHER NEWS! Got my hair permed again! Its super omega curly right now @A@! Hopefully it calms down and doesn't resemble a lion. haha XD !

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MOOD: Fantasy ~  ;D ! I want to draw my Tazel (my KH oc) and Roxas/Ventus so bad =u=  !!

My Heartless Prince <3

I love him so much T^T/ !!!! My Prince !! I want to draw him with Tazel soooo baddddddd !!! *agonizes*

Happy Birthday Ryuna!

Best Friends <3 

Happy Birthday Ryuna! You are seriously one of the bestest of friends I could ever ask for. I am nothing without you, and I cannot live without you. You are someone I can't imagine myself being without, ever. As I said, this day may not be special to you, but to me, its the day the world is blessed. You complete me, and I can't wait to spend more time with you and have more adventures together ! :] Happy Birthday to the sweetest person I know. ~ I love you Cecile!

So because my stupid laptop died... I wanted to finish a drawing for you. =[ ! But my friend drew this as a commission to someone, and I thought... "OMG! This looks like Ryuna's character!" haha. Once I get a new laptop, I am totally drawing for you! :]  OH! And this art is watercolored! :0 !!
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I hope you will enjoy your birthday planned by us gals for you ;D !

Story of me and Ryunas lives ~~ <3

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A GREAT DAY TO START MY SUMMER BREAK!!  ( + A +)9

Woman of Steel !

Yes, I just watched Man of Steel. It was awesome! I usually am not much of a big fan of Superman at all. But in this movie, I actually find him pretty good. haha. Usually in comics and other shows, he is too cocky and hax. But in the movie, he seemed more "human" haha~! So I definitely enjoyed it! :D  Also helped that the actor is so freakin hot. LOL! XD Supes needs his Lois Lane too! Amy Adams is freakin adorable <3

BUT! I am also the woman of steel because... I PASSED MY ANESTHESIA COMP!! ooot!! That means I am able to do anesthesia procedures on my patients now! haha. ~~ All I have to focus on is to pass the lecture part of the course.. gAHH!! its so hard. Lecture is a bit harder atm for me, I really don't know why I have difficulty memorizing so much. But yea.. I'll do my best >_<! I MUST PASS!! So I can move onto my senior year! :D

Its ok to be scared ~ Just breathe

I really need to keep telling myself that it is ok to be scared and to really just breathe. I am definitely having minor anxiety attacks due to having my Anesthesia comps this week. I ... am so freakin  scared. My confidence shakes as I think about it. It could all be just psychological how I am just over thinking things, and psyching myself out. I need to have more confidence in what I am doing. Just breathe. My instructors, classmates, friends, family believe in me. And so should I. So I will do my best.. !!! GAHHEWLKJ%#LKW !!! *charges into battle*  T^T/ !!
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OH! I finished (finally) the first season of Once Upon A Time ! Its so good! I am so glad my friends got me to watch it! :D haha ~ Got me in the fairy tale moods =u= ! And all this lovey dovey crap. haha! But anywho ~~ Roxas and Ventus would be my prince :] !! 

My Prince ~ Roxas

This makes me want to go back to my Kingdom Heart OC to draw @A@!! Gahhh!! So much to dos!!

Wish me luck for finals !! +A+9

Kicking off June !

June so far is kicking off to a pretty ok start ! haha ~ Although lately, I do have to say I have been really edgy, still :\ ! I think its really the stress that is cramming into me.. =-= ! I have so much crap to do.. its not even funny. I really pray that I pass through this session and pass anesthesia class... GAHH! May the Dental Hygiene gods be with me T^T/ !!
If I really sound bitchy or snappy at you, I really do appologize ahead of time. I am just really freaking out a lot. and have very low patience atm. So I appologize a head of time!

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OTHER WISE! A great way to start off June ~  <3

 My man, Trafalgar Law has a very sexy tattoo on his chest!! +A+9 Clearly revealed in today's updated One Piece chapter ~ <3 He has always been a man with lots of tattoos! haha. I love his fake mustache. Its so grand <3   I think I am going to have one of Jiyu's weaknesses is when Law is shirtless, she has to touch his man chest XD !!! Hahaha I think that would be hilarious. haha  I could see Jiyu playfully tracing Law's tattoo with her finger ~ >u> HUHUHHUHU!! *nosebleed* 

I swear.. I am screwed once all the new One Piece figures of Law comes out... I must have them all... ESPECIALLY mustache Law ~!!!! I HAVE TO HAVE TO T^T/ !!!!

A better see of his tattoo ~ <3 *swooonssss over art*

Great Kungfu art of the Strawhats!! :D

Congrats Tricia & Lee !!

Oh wow wow wow!! May ended super fast! But it was a fun month! haha. I can't wait for more fun in store ;D !  Tomorrow is one of my ol' childhood high school friend's wedding!! So I want to congratulate her !! I am so glad she has found happiness. *cheers* To Tricia and her new husband ! Your life is just staring now Tricia ~ <3  God bless you! <3

Time is going by too fast

Oh my goodness, time is srsly going by so fast. School is zooming by, and now. I am a SENIOR dental hygiene student! That is so crazy! It was just the other day when I am a mere newly noob junior haha. It is a huge step! But lets just hope I will pass this anesthesia class and research class in order to start the senior year! *fingers crossed* !! >_<!
I am really glad that time is going by fast ~ If it were any slower, I think I would rot. haha XD;; ! ANYWHO!  One more post for May! +A+9

Also! Lately I have been so snappy ish. I really do appologize for my behavior. I really don't know whats gotten into me.I think the stress is getting to me. ><! ... sigh.. BUT THIS MOOD WILL CHANGE! I really also think I need more sleep ><!

I laughed harder than I should with this XD !! haha, I hope you guys can read it! haha XD